We are in week 10 of EMS Online and it has been seven months since I found out my husband had two affairs. He affaired down, way down! Finding out about his sexual addiction and things he did has left me feeling like my husband is a pervert and it sickens me to my core. The thought of being physical with him again seems like a very remote possibility. The latest bit of tricked truth is draining me and only leaving me wondering what else is coming out next. I realize we have a lot of healing to do but shouldn't we be coming right at least a little bit!? I just can't see a future for us. He's really strong, but I'm really disgusted with what he's done.