Thank you so much for this. Six months in and it’s a rollercoaster of emotions everyday. I’m so ready to get off this ride but gosh, there doesn’t seem to be anybody at the
Controls. I feel stuck where I am at. My husband is doing everything he is suppose to be doing to help me heal but I don’t know what is keeping me from taking that last leap of faith. I’ve relied on God to get me this far but I think I’m just so scared of being hurt that it’s holding be back. These emotions are getting the best of me.

So many times I've wanted to give up. I thank God for the fighting spirit within me. It rings very true that some days are more challenging and require more work than others. What I find to be frustrating is that I never wanted this "work". But through the confusion, despair, hope, and uncertainty, the sun has continued to rise each morning. Sometimes you gotta go back to a very simple and basic thought that "hey, I'm still alive". As long as I am, there is always an opportunity for something to happen. I still get to have a say in how my day will be. I know I will survive. Thank you Sam for bringing this into the light. There is much to be honored in a persons will and determination to survive. And as a betrayed spouse, I want to give some props to the unfaithful that share that same will and that same determination. The waves batter us all.

Thank you so much for all your videos Samuel. I have been following this site and your blogs since d day, I am trying to get as much insight as I can. You have definitely helped me get through some very dark days and nights. Thank you