...and it is just as painful as the day i plugged in his phone so he wouldn’t wake with a dead phone and the text messages popped up....i’m really tired of the roller coaster emotions...i’ve tried being loving and caring but it is with an unbelievable rage simmering underneath. After 34 years, I have no interest in starting over and definitely no interest in another relationship- so at this point i try to find things that bring me joy and i pretty much wrestle with my sadness the rest of the time. He says he’s going to spend the rest of his life ‘making it up to me’ but he has no clue what that means.
Thank you all for sharing. i needed to see that three years out is not such a long time.
just had 3 year anniversary of discovering....
...and it is just as painful as the day i plugged in his phone so he wouldn’t wake with a dead phone and the text messages popped up....i’m really tired of the roller coaster emotions...i’ve tried being loving and caring but it is with an unbelievable rage simmering underneath. After 34 years, I have no interest in starting over and definitely no interest in another relationship- so at this point i try to find things that bring me joy and i pretty much wrestle with my sadness the rest of the time. He says he’s going to spend the rest of his life ‘making it up to me’ but he has no clue what that means.
Thank you all for sharing. i needed to see that three years out is not such a long time.