I'm with you, Jeff. I'm about a year and a half out from D-Day, and haven't had contact with my AP in nine months. My feelings for her are mostly gone, but she still comes to mind in some way just about every day, whether it's me wondering how she's doing or some trigger brings back a memory. I also know what I did was wrong, but don't feel the remorse that I believe I should. I truly don't feel much of anything at the moment. My wife has been supportive, but we're kind of just living together at the moment, outside of brief moments of intimacy. I wonder sometimes if we will make it...not just stay together, but have a happy marriage. And I truly don't know how to break out of the rut we're in.
Hollow, too
I'm with you, Jeff. I'm about a year and a half out from D-Day, and haven't had contact with my AP in nine months. My feelings for her are mostly gone, but she still comes to mind in some way just about every day, whether it's me wondering how she's doing or some trigger brings back a memory. I also know what I did was wrong, but don't feel the remorse that I believe I should. I truly don't feel much of anything at the moment. My wife has been supportive, but we're kind of just living together at the moment, outside of brief moments of intimacy. I wonder sometimes if we will make it...not just stay together, but have a happy marriage. And I truly don't know how to break out of the rut we're in.