I read this and it was like I could have written it! This is exactly how I feel about forgiving my husband. We are still working through it and he isn't always making me feel that he is 100% committed or that he feels guilty about everything ( I'm still learning things that he is slowly giving me), but I know in my heart without a doubt I forgive and want to heal with him. However, I am struggling to forgive his AP. I am working hard on this, but I just don't feel like I am ready. I understand it is a choice and not a feeling, but I would be telling a lie if I said I forgive her. This is my prayer that I can get there and feel the release within in me because of my forgiveness.
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