Good Summary

Thanks Samuel. You have put to words what I have been trying to express to my wife (the betrayed) and to others. There are no excuses for what I chose to do. But, my affairs have driven me to the realization that my best efforts of self-sufficiency and self-reliance are what brought the train wreck I am now in. I always "talked" a good Christian life before. Now Christ is teaching me to let go and and let Him live and love through me.