31 reasons

The damage is done there is no going back. I tried , I forgave, I told my spouse we can fix this. I've learned through this I cant fix his brokenness from his childhood. My divorce is ugly on his part he has lied, twisted and financially ruin me and affected my teenage boys. They see it but continue to have a relationship with their dad. He is still with his AP. They are evil trying to take everything away from me . What they're taking is mine and my sons home. I am trying to fight for it, their college savings that I saved for because him and his lawyer feel its community money I saved during the marriage to so he is entitled to what I saved for my children. He will take it and cash it out for him because he is desperate. His AP is coaching him. She had the nerve to show up at a meeting between us and the attorneys. She was asked to leave. This is the latest stunt they have pulled. There is a 2yr list of evilness they have done. WHY! I know he has vilified me but he has no friends only her and his son. He lives in guilt and shame of his actions but he validated in his mind he deserves whatever he can take. I'm ok I try to not let it break me. I have hard days and dont know how this will play out. I pray not to win I pray he will admit to himself and God what he has done and ask for forgiveness and do the right thing. Get the help he needs, realize his AP is evil as well to go along with this deceitness. He even broke into the home, I have ot on video knowing its him. I know his movements, his body. Stealing paperwork but he has a mask on. I Cant prove its him. I want this nightmare over the ones who truely suffered are my boys. I'm glad there 19&17 to see and that Iwe dont have yrs down the road of this hell. But, they are affected an affair is never good. Thank you affair recovery for helping me along the way to get through this.