Submitted by How to ever move on (not verified) on
All of these comments are me. I go through stages. it's been 13 years since it ended . He cheated with his boss. it does take months for everything to be revealed. I feel like he was more relieved to not be living a lie anymore than he was sorry. now 10 plus years since I found out and I still have that emotional roller coaster ride. the one I feel like I should be done with after so many years. The days got less frequent but now are coming back again more often. Trying to work through your own emotions is hard when I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel like it destroyed everything I thought I was.
it still hurts
All of these comments are me. I go through stages. it's been 13 years since it ended . He cheated with his boss. it does take months for everything to be revealed. I feel like he was more relieved to not be living a lie anymore than he was sorry. now 10 plus years since I found out and I still have that emotional roller coaster ride. the one I feel like I should be done with after so many years. The days got less frequent but now are coming back again more often. Trying to work through your own emotions is hard when I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel like it destroyed everything I thought I was.