Nearly a decade

I love this so much for you. It's been nearly a decade since my husband called me in the middle of the night with a confession and he hasn't done whatever it takes he hasn't been resilient in the face of my trauma In fact he didn't denies that it's traumatizing at all denies that I'm really going through what I'm going through insists that I'm stuck in the past and love dwelling on the past and that if I would just quit talking about it and bringing it up we could sweep it under the rug he says that we only have a problem because I have a problem that I need help in medication for a decade I've been hearing the same old lines and now on top of that I hear it's been almost a decade it's been a decade of being ignored avoided condemned judged shamed and punished and I'm to the point where I don't even know how to leave there's almost nothing left of me.