I wish I had known how long it can take to move past the betrayal. I was so frustrated with myself for not "moving on". I knew my husband loved me and wanted to stay together. I wish I had known how long I would be effected by the betrayal. I wish I had let myself grieve. I was hurt but loved my husband so much that I would stifle my feelings to protect him.
Recovery
I wish I had known how long it can take to move past the betrayal. I was so frustrated with myself for not "moving on". I knew my husband loved me and wanted to stay together. I wish I had known how long I would be effected by the betrayal. I wish I had let myself grieve. I was hurt but loved my husband so much that I would stifle my feelings to protect him.