I hope you can forgive. After 25 years of marriage, my husband strayed. He came back and I tried to reconcile. All of what you are feeling I went through, feeling ugly, unloved, stupid for not seeing, and the awful intrusions, etc. I gave it all to God and through the help here with affairrecovery.
I was finally better at one year, almost normal at two years. And finally at 3 years post, I am in my new normal. happy and loving. My husband was very remorseful and wanted our marriage, but I forgave again and again, It is possible. I hope you come to love your new normal.
Yes I forgave
I hope you can forgive. After 25 years of marriage, my husband strayed. He came back and I tried to reconcile. All of what you are feeling I went through, feeling ugly, unloved, stupid for not seeing, and the awful intrusions, etc. I gave it all to God and through the help here with affairrecovery.
I was finally better at one year, almost normal at two years. And finally at 3 years post, I am in my new normal. happy and loving. My husband was very remorseful and wanted our marriage, but I forgave again and again, It is possible. I hope you come to love your new normal.