Patience... take as much time as you need. I'm here.... how long does this continue? I'm the unfaithful from over 12 years ago.. I'm now the betrayed fresh from just 15 months ago with everything now out in the open between us. And yet I'm beat up for my past. And his is ignored, never talked about, never addressed. It's always me and what I did because mine far outnumbered his. I take it... all the time.. marriage counseling is a joke. Individual counseling is a joke. His current wish? to die..for the Lord to just take him.. because of what I did all those years back. his depression is major.. yet he seeks no help.. my love for him is deep, to the depths of the earth's core and back.. but I'm slowly dying on the inside. I'm so tired of being beaten up. so exhausted. yet I take it.. cuz apparently I deserve it. now the betrayed and dying.
Patience... how long
Patience... take as much time as you need. I'm here.... how long does this continue? I'm the unfaithful from over 12 years ago.. I'm now the betrayed fresh from just 15 months ago with everything now out in the open between us. And yet I'm beat up for my past. And his is ignored, never talked about, never addressed. It's always me and what I did because mine far outnumbered his. I take it... all the time.. marriage counseling is a joke. Individual counseling is a joke. His current wish? to die..for the Lord to just take him.. because of what I did all those years back. his depression is major.. yet he seeks no help.. my love for him is deep, to the depths of the earth's core and back.. but I'm slowly dying on the inside. I'm so tired of being beaten up. so exhausted. yet I take it.. cuz apparently I deserve it. now the betrayed and dying.