Thank you from the bottom of my heart

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Over the past several months I have been learning about my own resentment towards my spouse that I have been bottling up for years before my affair. I need someone to help me sift through them, next time I go to my marriage couselor, I am going to bring this up. It's been 6 months since D-Day and I'm slowly healing myself. Most days it doesn't feel like I'm healing. How could I have hurt the person I love most in such a terrible way? I can't believe this person that I have become. I am so thankful for my husband and I hope that our marriage can be full of happiness and love even after going through this.