Please help me, I feel dead inside. I feel I have no emotion or thoughts as the flooding takes over any reason.
I do love and care for my H, I just don't think he really understands how much pain he has caused me. Just last night he came home an hour later than he should have - he works in a shopping center that closes at 5pm Saturday's, we live 25mins from. He claims he was still at work. He refuses to talk about his 13 month affair, and when he does, if I asked a question about something that happened, he will point out the way I treated him, and that I don't care about his feelings. I have been reading AR since November 2014, and I have come a long way since then, but I am stuck moving forward.
Harbouring Hope
Please help me, I feel dead inside. I feel I have no emotion or thoughts as the flooding takes over any reason.
I do love and care for my H, I just don't think he really understands how much pain he has caused me. Just last night he came home an hour later than he should have - he works in a shopping center that closes at 5pm Saturday's, we live 25mins from. He claims he was still at work. He refuses to talk about his 13 month affair, and when he does, if I asked a question about something that happened, he will point out the way I treated him, and that I don't care about his feelings. I have been reading AR since November 2014, and I have come a long way since then, but I am stuck moving forward.