I have a 7 yr old son from my husbands 17 month affair. We’ve been in both MC and IC for over 8 years. We went to EMS weekend and it seemed to open his eyes but none of that has translated into long term work. I am weak, I am weary, I am beaten up thrown in the corner and I do not matter. I am heartbroken. It’s finally occurred to me the only person that will make sure I survive this is me. I am completely alone in this journey and the only way I’m not going to implode is to get thru this with help for y’all. I need to figure out how to have hope for my future regardless if my spouse remains in the picture. This course, I believe, would help me heal or at the very least gain my self respect back bc the person I see in the mirror disgusts me.
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I have a 7 yr old son from my husbands 17 month affair. We’ve been in both MC and IC for over 8 years. We went to EMS weekend and it seemed to open his eyes but none of that has translated into long term work. I am weak, I am weary, I am beaten up thrown in the corner and I do not matter. I am heartbroken. It’s finally occurred to me the only person that will make sure I survive this is me. I am completely alone in this journey and the only way I’m not going to implode is to get thru this with help for y’all. I need to figure out how to have hope for my future regardless if my spouse remains in the picture. This course, I believe, would help me heal or at the very least gain my self respect back bc the person I see in the mirror disgusts me.