Stuck...

D-day was 6+ months ago. I saw a message come across his phone that turned my entire life and world upsidedown. But Dday has extended and dragged out for months due to trickle truths. Every time " That was everything, there's nothing more" except none of that was true. There were new bombs along the way. His AP spilled much of the information. He no longer works at his job ( was a coworker). We have 3 kids. He wants to try, but is still lying to my face. Which I do not tolerate well. I'm a mess. This is exhausting. 🆘