I feel like I am living a Lifetime movie, even tho I am pretty sure I signed up to be on a Hallmark movie!
Like so many of these stories mine has so many of the same hurt, betrayal, lies, etc.
I found out 4 1/2 years ago that my husband has had a porn addiction all of our marriage. 32 years and 5 children later! How did I not know….. well I
Did know that things felt off. I did know he would sexualize other in front of me. I did know in my gut!
Then finally some proof just to find out yes he has had an addiction. No real closure, only trauma on top of trauma for me. Then after I found out, Then we got “Hacked” so that was now his way out. Anything I saw from dating password etc was now the Hacker not him.
He has 3 phone number’s, so many secrets!!!
He only gets angry if I try to talk about it and makes everything about him. So I am not asking to help him- he’s the only one that can do that! I am asking to help ME!! Thank you!
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I feel like I am living a Lifetime movie, even tho I am pretty sure I signed up to be on a Hallmark movie!
Like so many of these stories mine has so many of the same hurt, betrayal, lies, etc.
I found out 4 1/2 years ago that my husband has had a porn addiction all of our marriage. 32 years and 5 children later! How did I not know….. well I
Did know that things felt off. I did know he would sexualize other in front of me. I did know in my gut!
Then finally some proof just to find out yes he has had an addiction. No real closure, only trauma on top of trauma for me. Then after I found out, Then we got “Hacked” so that was now his way out. Anything I saw from dating password etc was now the Hacker not him.
He has 3 phone number’s, so many secrets!!!
He only gets angry if I try to talk about it and makes everything about him. So I am not asking to help him- he’s the only one that can do that! I am asking to help ME!! Thank you!