I am not sure how much I can take! I cried all the way home from work today. I am depressed, find little joy in life. I am functioning to pay bills and care for my mom but otherwise I don't much care. I have had 3 discovery days in the last 12 months and I was completely blind sided by the first one. Now I trust nothing or no one. We have been married 32 years, I don't want to give that up but not sure it is even possible to save. I am a wreck.
Harboring Hope
I am not sure how much I can take! I cried all the way home from work today. I am depressed, find little joy in life. I am functioning to pay bills and care for my mom but otherwise I don't much care. I have had 3 discovery days in the last 12 months and I was completely blind sided by the first one. Now I trust nothing or no one. We have been married 32 years, I don't want to give that up but not sure it is even possible to save. I am a wreck.