This devastating experience cannot be the end of 'me'. I am refusing to become a shell of a person because of my husband's affair. Repeated disclosures, deceit, and continuation with the affair partner has destroyed my perception of self. I can't trust anyone, and I even experience triggers when my kids try to lie or cover up something. This is no way to live.
Enough is enough, and I cannot let this be where my story stops.
I had prayed for months that we might do EMS online together, that we could put ourselves out there to heal as a couple. But in realizing he still isn't done with the AP I have to separate and find healing for myself.
My therapist is wonderful, but hasn't experienced infidelity personally. My hope is to find a sisterhood that can finally validate my pain and help heal along with me.
I'm so thankful for Affair Recovery and the countless articles/videos they have posted. It's one of the only places left where I can feel safe....
This can't be the end of me
This devastating experience cannot be the end of 'me'. I am refusing to become a shell of a person because of my husband's affair. Repeated disclosures, deceit, and continuation with the affair partner has destroyed my perception of self. I can't trust anyone, and I even experience triggers when my kids try to lie or cover up something. This is no way to live.
Enough is enough, and I cannot let this be where my story stops.
I had prayed for months that we might do EMS online together, that we could put ourselves out there to heal as a couple. But in realizing he still isn't done with the AP I have to separate and find healing for myself.
My therapist is wonderful, but hasn't experienced infidelity personally. My hope is to find a sisterhood that can finally validate my pain and help heal along with me.
I'm so thankful for Affair Recovery and the countless articles/videos they have posted. It's one of the only places left where I can feel safe....