I felt so proud of us and so sure of us. Now all I do is look at pictures and wonder. Is this a moment he did this?
He has hurt me so much, shaming me, blaming me, yelling at me during my recovery. Now he wants complete trust and love and empathy and sometimes it’s hard. I don’t get to flood I don’t get to feel. I have to carry. And I don’t know if I want to anymore. He is such a kind person normally so it is short confusing and the longer we go on the longer I don’t have answers and I the more I don’t want to try. He hasn’t found counseling or done accountability software or many of the things we discussed and I am tired of asking.
I feel the same way
I felt so proud of us and so sure of us. Now all I do is look at pictures and wonder. Is this a moment he did this?
He has hurt me so much, shaming me, blaming me, yelling at me during my recovery. Now he wants complete trust and love and empathy and sometimes it’s hard. I don’t get to flood I don’t get to feel. I have to carry. And I don’t know if I want to anymore. He is such a kind person normally so it is short confusing and the longer we go on the longer I don’t have answers and I the more I don’t want to try. He hasn’t found counseling or done accountability software or many of the things we discussed and I am tired of asking.