Biggest obstacles I just can't seem to get over are forgiving myself for marrying my wife of (it will be 25 years on June 18) and forgiving my wife of her 2-year emotional affair she had with the married youth pastor at our former church.
It's been nearly 4 years since D-Day and we are as disconnected as ever spiritually, emotionally and physically. Not even sure why we are still together other than the fact we have one child in high school left in the house as the other two recently graduated from college.
If I had steady better-paying employment, I would have been out the door years ago. My wife just isn't worth it to be in this living hell. I used to think she was the first few years after D-Day as we went to individual and marital counseling for 2-plus years, but I am seriously at my the end of my rope.
Have prayed and prayed and prayed for God to be BIG in healing our marriage and for my employment situation, but He has proved time and time again He isn't up to the task and has forsaken me in my cries and pleas for help.
Can't seem to forgive myself or my cheating wife
Biggest obstacles I just can't seem to get over are forgiving myself for marrying my wife of (it will be 25 years on June 18) and forgiving my wife of her 2-year emotional affair she had with the married youth pastor at our former church.
It's been nearly 4 years since D-Day and we are as disconnected as ever spiritually, emotionally and physically. Not even sure why we are still together other than the fact we have one child in high school left in the house as the other two recently graduated from college.
If I had steady better-paying employment, I would have been out the door years ago. My wife just isn't worth it to be in this living hell. I used to think she was the first few years after D-Day as we went to individual and marital counseling for 2-plus years, but I am seriously at my the end of my rope.
Have prayed and prayed and prayed for God to be BIG in healing our marriage and for my employment situation, but He has proved time and time again He isn't up to the task and has forsaken me in my cries and pleas for help.