THANK YOU

I so enjoy the information that you share. I look for your post. Thank you for taking your time to post. Our time lines are very close. I really thought by this time out from D-day things would be so different. Crazy thing is I don't know what sort of different I wanted. My husband will say we have a wonderful marriage. But I just am not sure I will ever feel that way. Yes we have a more honest marriage. We have better communication. Household things are split more evenly. But these were all the things I strived for years. The marriage classes I asked to do years ago he has finally agreed to do and now says if I would have only know this sooner. He still tries to justify the end by the means, and here we are 3 years later and I feel exactly as you described just blhhhhaaaa. Most days if I could find a cave w/ wi-fi and cell service I would move there. Some of it is the time of the year, for me that is hunting season (when his affair took place and the excuse he used) and the holidays, some of it may be depression, but I am pretty sure that the lions share of it is just ambivalence.