I really feel that I am standing at the emotional fork in the road. We’ve been married 35 years and many years of betrayal that seemed like a waterfall of events. He is truly committed to making things right. I just keep finding more information. Boot camp did not help. I just feel lost and damaged by this. I am not sure if I am just being unreasonable or just beyond repair with the ongoing trickle of events I find. Maybe this is my fault and not his at this point with my emotions. When is it truly not a worthwhile journey to continue, thanks