When I first joined Affair Recovery I never posted on message boards. I’ve never even posted on my small group wall. I always read the Unfaithful Women’s boards because I am one of them! I’ve recently become offtrack. I’m drinking again, not attending church, but holding headstrong onto what I’ve learned in EMS Online and personal counseling. My husband did EMS Online, Harboring Hope, and had good success. Now after both have ended we’ve become stale in our recovery. I’m saddened by it in that I wanted to do Married for Life but I’m so far along on my healing I don’t feel it’s necessary to do Hope for Healing. I feel as though Hope for Healing would be ripping off scabs to an old wound. But also feel maybe I could learn something from it etc. I’m torn.