I’m at an impasse. It has been almost 9 months since D-Day. We have completed the boot camp, EMS Online, and I am in Harboring Hope. My spouse has not pursued any recovery method since the end of EMSO and gets defensive when I suggest to pursue some type of recovery. During EMSO, I stood by the rule of no deal breakers, letting my spouse know that I would not retaliate or leave if new information came to light during the course. Still feeling uneasy and not sure if I had all of the information, I asked my spouse to take a polygraph, which they failed miserably. I am now seriously considering divorce. I gave the opportunity to tell all there was to tell and I was assured there was no more to the story. Now I have to choose to live with a liar the rest of my life or live the rest of it alone. I would rather be alone. Do you have any advice for me?