I know I have a porn and sex addiction. I have been trying to heal from this for many years. Therapists don't seem to work for me because I just end up lying to cover up the addiction. Online programs have no accountability either. SAA groups are over an hour from home and are hard to get to in person. I want to heal from this addiction forever. I know there isn't a cure-all for everyone that goes through this. I'm sick and tired of sliding back into this addiction over and over again. My biggest fear right now is that when I do relapse it is going to be worse than it ever has been, like a binge drinking trip or something. I just don't know where to go or what to do.