I wrote about gaining a sense of safety after a relapse. I have taken HH, EMSO and am in MFL. I am leaning on those women more. The support my husband was giving me after the relapse was short lived. We have almost completed our cross state move to get help. We are now one week out from getting to see the top therapist in our new area on infidelity. I am so angry and afraid all the time. He is unwilling to remove actions at this point I find triggering such as removing ex girlfriends from his contacts. I am questioning the wisdom of us living together. I feel like I have an opportunity to get my own place and he can get his. He has really stepped up as a father though during the last 6 months. I don't want my son to be punished because I emotionally can't handle what is happening. I want to handle it. I want the work he is doing to be enough. I want to not be angry all the time. Would redoing EMSO potentially help? Maybe starting the building blocks of healing again?