Rick, We are 2.5 years out from D-Day and about 11 months from what I hope to be the last reveal. We have completed EMSO and are with a wonderful group in the Married for Life Course. Since trickle truth ended, and the last version of the betrayal came to light, my husband has been working hard on moving our relationship forward. So have I, and I think we are both growing and evolving. I can't quite put my finger on where I'm at but it feels like I no longer experience real joy. I don't laugh as hard and I don't feel as happy as I used to. Life doesn't have the same fun factor it once had. Do you think that comes back or should I just accept that things are more serious now? On the one hand, I feel like we have become so much more intimate but I also wish I could belly laugh again. Thanks for your advice