My wife is asking me questions and the problem I have is: I cannot remember the events that took place, day, location, time or what it was said. She would like very much to have answers to the questions she has, I really would like to help her in her recovery as well as mine but I cannot recall much of the event that took place. This happen 17 years ago. She mentions to me that I am not cooperating. I am starting to think that my trauma I had when I was young has influence my life decision making all my life. I will be attending the EMS in a few weeks. My hands are shaking, I do not recall sometimes things that I did 10 minutes ago. I am having issues remembering memories about my children, I am a big problem.