I’m so confused. I know without a doubt I love my husband. We are 14 months out from D-Day and there are so many things I’m unable to get out of my head. There is not one day that goes by I don’t think about his 10 month long emotional & physical affair. I felt like I was doing better. My husband is so sorry for what he did and is very loving & attentive, but I’m feeling myself drifting away from him. Sometimes I absolutely can’t get enough of him, sending him romantic texts back & forth, then lately I’m unsure of my feelings, as the pain is so deep. I’m scared I’m falling out of love with him. I’m terrified that he’ll cheat again. I don’t know what to do or what’s wrong with me.