I loved our marriage. During the years of my husband’s infidelity, I knew he was on his way out. He would tell me how unhappy he was. I spent those years trying to remind him and convince him what a beautiful thing we had. It’s so hard for me to do some of these lessons because I had no idea why he was so miserable. I do want the marriage we used to have. That’s all I want. How do I complete the EMS Online lessons when I don’t want a new marriage? I want the one I once had.