We are almost at 5 months since D-Day although I got the "real version" of D-Day last week. You say after about 3 months things start to get a little better. They seem to be getting worse for me the obsessive thoughts had slowed down and the nightmares but they are back so bad I am now on medication just to get through the day. This video running in my head that I have made won't stop. We are in EMSO and my husband will be taking H4H. I will be seeing a trauma counselor on Monday. My question for you is why can't I begin to move past this it consumes my world every aspect of it. I love my husband and want is to work but I am starting to wonder if I am capable of healing from this.