Video Restricted to Recovery Library members. Hi my husband and I are now five months out from discovery and two months from ground zero. He is trying to make amends but still doesn't get that honesty is what we need. He keeps protecting himself when questions are asked where I am hoping to get a glimpse of honesty. Only after a battle it finally comes leaving us both emotionally drained. I am now at the end of my ability to be able to hope for this. Why can't he see that honest shall free …