I've always been known by my smile. Well, after D-Day we weren't sure when, or even if, I would ever smile again. So, it was fitting that the verse of hope that God gave me was from Proverbs 31:25 "she shall rejoice in time to come" - another translation says "she laughs without fear of the future." In this episode, I'll share a devotion I wrote about how everything is falling apart, "but God..." filling in the blanks of my uncertainty with God's ability. This sent out an SOS and helped me acknowledge my pain, but gave me hope that although things may be temporarily troubled and tragic in my life, with God, I am eternally safe and secure. Pouring out my heart to God, and exchanging my pain for His promise, would prove to be how I would rejoice in time to come, and smile and laugh again without fear of the future. What a relief! I hope and pray you find healthy ways to express your pain, find hope in despair, and allow yourself to smile again.
~Angela
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Thank you.
Thank you for sharing your journal entry. Those are all the things I felt but did not have the words to articulate as eloquently as you did.
Very thankful for you and your husband and y’all sharing your journey.
Cathartic
Writing was so cathartic for me to let my emotions flow and not get bottlenecked and backlogged since sometimes they were flooding so furiously. So glad it resonated with you. We’re blessed to share since so much was shared with us. God bless you on your journey!
Angie's journal... WOW!
I love how you shifted your thoughts from those of defeat to WHO GOD IS. That is how I was able to recover as well. Not by my own strength, but by the strength of the Lord and in His unfailing promises to me. You are a treasure!!!
Thanks for your kind words
Thanks for your kind words and your testimony! I will pass this on to my wife. I know your comments will brighten her day. And yes, amen...she is treasure. And I know she would say the same about you :) Many blessings! :) ~Rodney