Samuel, there is so much power in your genuineness. I can't tell you how helpful your insights are. I am the betrayed, and I have come to grips with my contributions to the breakdown of my marriage with God's help. I pray my wife would find 1% of the courage you have to wake up, be honest with me and herself, and see that the second chance you're referring to - the beauty for ashes, if you will - is not only possible, but completely worth it. I'm going to stay in faith for just that realization. Thank you for being willing to put yourself out there like this time after time to help us heal and move forward.

As I was patrolling around in my vehicle I got to the 4:19 mark and just lost I had to pull over somewhere secluded and bawl my eyes out. As an unfaithful I’ve been off again and on again in respect to my actions towards my wife. The lack of respect empathy patience being defensive bullying etc yet she’s still with me and going through this and still by my side barely. But after this I have nothing but HUGE respect and gratitude and mustering up the strength or will power to have given what’s she’s given. After this video made me think deeply what I need to do and be consistent in my ways to curb my negative emotions towards her and give back the respect love support empathy time patience understanding hope etc. Just “the thought” of having visitation on different days to see our child and having another man in her/my child’s life kills me inside. So I thank my wife for her courage love and with much gratitude for even staying and sticking it out. We have a long journey in recovering from the mess I created but I’m faithful we will have a blessed marriage and relationship in the years to come.

Signed: A Broken Blessed Man 0511

As I was patrolling around in my vehicle I got to the 4:19 mark and just lost I had to pull over somewhere secluded and bawl my eyes out. As an unfaithful I’ve been off again and on again in respect to my actions towards my wife. The lack of respect empathy patience being defensive bullying etc yet she’s still with me and going through this and still by my side barely. But after this I have nothing but HUGE respect and gratitude and mustering up the strength or will power to have given what’s she’s given. After this video made me think deeply what I need to do and be consistent in my ways to curb my negative emotions towards her and give back the respect love support empathy time patience understanding hope etc. Just “the thought” of having visitation on different days to see our child and having another man in her/my child’s life kills me inside. So I thank my wife for her courage love and with much gratitude for even staying and sticking it out. We have a long journey in recovering from the mess I created but I’m faithful we will have a blessed marriage and relationship in the years to come.

Signed: A Broken Blessed Man 0511