Q&A How Can I Get Past the Repulsion I have Towards my Spouse?

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I am having great difficulty wanting to reengage physically with my husband after I found out that his emotional affairs were also physical. It has been 2 years since Dday 1 and 6 months (Dday 2) since I found out the emotional affairs were really physical. The time between his two affairs with the AP was 20 years, so I have 20 years of deception with which to deal. I also am unsure if there were any affairs in between the two over the course of the 20 years...

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