I am in H4H and appreciate so much what l am learning..... I have done so many things wrong but am working on myself to become a better person.... When l do my lesson or read an article I'm all excited. I'm going to change and be present for my husband and this is all going to work out, but then when I get in my husband's presence it just goes down hill, it seems that he has no feelings for me. l lose confidence and I feel I messed up too often.. Why is that? Why do I switch feelings like that and how can I change that?