I don’t believe my husband has fully disclosed his affair to me. Four days ago I found emails that showed he was taking to the affair partner in 2017. I found out about the affair in 2019. My husband works with the affair partner so I told him that he needed to choose his family or his job. He worked from home for seven weeks after this. My husband has returned to working on site and the affair partner has been fired since then. Unfortunately his work is still a big trigger for me. He started going into work later and coming home earlier because I said something needs to change. But I feel so numb from the lies and deceit. I’m not sure how I can get it back either. I had motivation back in August and September when I thought he was working on us I just don’t know if I can get it back.