We are 15 months out from D-Day. I am the betrayed wife. We’ve been married 33 years. My husband has been caught with porn throughout our marriage. Porn stopped being exciting for him in 2020, so he contacted a woman he dated 37 years ago and turned it sexual day two. She had cheated on him twice and is a horrible person. I found their messages on 12/24/2020. Disclosure was dribbled out. And finally 10/2021 he admitted he had fallen in love with her. How can I get over that? I’m devastated. We had been reconciling well until that admission from him.