I am doing everything I can to help my husband in his recovery and I am trying to change and improve myself and he says he knows that and sees that. But he just can't seem to stop having thoughts flooding and anger. We will have a good day then bad days or a good and bad day in the same day. I love him and I want my marriage and I want to be with him. He can't understand or get past the why and how I could do this. I am desperately scared that he will leave me what else can I do?! I love him and what to get through to the other side because I know it can be great and I know he loves me. Help us please!