Since my husband's confession of infidelity, which spanned 12 years and involved dozens of women, along with his admission of being an active porn user, just 9 days before our 13th anniversary and during my 23rd week of pregnancy, my life has spiraled into a nightmare. He's currently hospitalized due to suicidal thoughts. I'm overwhelmed with sadness and anger, and worry about how this is affecting our unborn child. Balancing caring for our joyful toddler, who I struggle to support emotionally, is challenging at this time. While my mom and friends provide some support, I still feel utterly alone and unable to maintain composure for my baby.