In the Married for Life weeks 33/34 lessons on Affair Proofing, you shared the following about your own experience, " All my life I have tried not to be a disappointment to you I have tried not to disappoint you. The only thing I'm going to do is try to follow God and maybe, just maybe, I will be a man you would want to be with." I think this is wonderful and admirable, but struggle as the betrayed wife of a man who wrestles with these same issues because apologies do not come easily. How do I reconcile myself to the fact that I may never get the kind of apology that my heart desires for the betrayal that I have experienced?