Q&A How Do I Get past My Husband's Recreated Fantasy about a High School Girlfriend? To watch the video please purchase a subscription to the Recovery Library. To watch the video, please purchase a subscription to the Recovery Library.Gain unlimited access to over 1,800 articles and expert Q&A videos.Already a Recovery Library member? Log in to listen to the full recording.Question: I can’t get past knowing that my husband gave his heart in recreating a fantasized relationship with his high school girlfriend that he was sexually intimate with. His fantasies went on for about four years early in our marriage. We have been married 37 years and this came out six months ago in a marriage class. A one night stand or a response to porn doesn’t require an affectionate heart. My husband said he prayed to God to break his attraction to her. This was his choice all those years. Knowing he not only thought about her all those times...but lived out the sexual part of his fantasy using my body for his selfish pleasures! He got all the physical, hormonal and emotional feels as if he were with her...every single time! I am absolutely devastated and disgusted. We have not been intimate since D-Day. I don’t think I could ever be intimate with him again. I have cried most every day for six months. He wants to restore the marriage, his class starts this week. I on the other hand cannot see myself sexually intimate with him again. I am so angry, and beyond sad. I didn’t know this man was capable of such deceit and betrayal of heart and sacred vows.Sections: Leslie and John's callsRL_Category: Breaking Off The AffairQ&A Recovery LibraryRL_Media Type: Video
