I am the unfaithful husband. We participated in EMS Online and that has been an awesome help. I had an emotional affair for 18 years out of our 21 year marriage. I’ve been caught looking at porn, calling sex lines, and going to strip clubs 5 times by my wife. What can I do to armor myself not to fall again into these sins? I have been sober for six months. My wife's biggest fear is that she will let herself love me again and I will relapse. I don’t want to fall back into this. How can I prevent relapse?