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To learn when registration opens back up, click the button below. Subscribe to Registration Notifications! The only question we hear more often than, "Why?" is, "Now what?" The journey following infidelity can feel unbearable. We know how difficult it is to find a safe place to get help from people you can trust with that delicate of pain. The following is a letter I received from a recent participant at EMS Weekend. I encourage you to read it all the way through. This letter, written by a betrayed man, shares a journey from disclosure, to his experience at EMS Weekend, to what life is like now. I consider these types of letters very special gifts, and I hope you'll draw the same hope and encouragement from the words of this betrayed spouse. - Rick A Participant's EMS Weekend Experience: On January 6th I suspected my wife, Jenn*, was having an affair. I called her to question both her and her affair partner about their relationship. They both lied. I trusted her so completely that I never questioned what she told me. It was not until January 20th that the bomb exploded, shattering both my life and my heart into tiny, unrecognizable pieces. This is the night my wife began to "trickle truth" about her affair. Growing up, I remember many a summer night looking up into that huge Montana sky and being completely dumbfounded by the volume of stars. I remember thinking that there were so many they seemed countless. The night of the initial disclosure (there were many more to come over the next several months), my heart shattered into as many pieces and then some. From that moment on, up to the writing of this account, the events of the preceding months aren't very clear to me. I feel as if I am in this horrible nightmare of which there is no escape. I have simply been existing, trying to take my next breath, not entirely sure how I'll make it to the next moment. I have been unable to find words to accurately describe the sheer magnitude of devastation, betrayal, lies, deceit, disgust, hurt, anger, and rage. It's a devastation that not only affects us but our immediate family and friends as well. Frankly, I'm not sure how I've made it to the point of writing this manuscript. The only things I can credit are the saving grace of God and the hope we found at EMS Weekend. Without these two things, I wouldn't have been able to survive the events and disclosure of the affair. I solely, by myself, am certain that I would never have survived. From D-Day (discovery day) #1 until we arrived at EMS Weekend, I was terrified, afraid, and confused. I wanted to run to my home state of Montana and disappear into the wilderness, never to be seen or heard from again. I wanted all the thoughts and images to be erased from my memory. I didn't want to talk about the affair, the lies, and the horrific feelings. I was tired and worn out from the grieving and the seemingly unending discussions, fights, arguments, anger, rage, name calling, confusion, AHHHHHHHH!!!! I saw no possible way how you, your program or any of the psycho-babble bull crap would ever help me, my wife, or our relationship. I was certain that the light at the end of the tunnel was the headlamp on a train. From a human perspective, I knew that IF I was going to give anyone a chance to help me, it was going to be you and your staff. You see, in our research for seminar weekends, two things were vital to me: It had to be a program that was staffed by experts who had treated infidelity for at least 15 to 20 years. Without that experience and expertise, I wasn't willing to trust anyone. I needed someone who had seen almost everything, not someone who was going to use a 'one size fits all approach.' We had been hurt enough and didn't want any further hurt or confusion in our lives. I needed to listen to someone who had been there and done that; not just a counselor who helped couples go through it and could relay stories about how their clients had somehow survived this wreck. I needed to hear from someone who had caused the wreck or been involved in the wreck, and had survived the devastation. To me, there is a huge difference in perspective from someone who was an eye witness vs. someone who was actually involved. Upon arrival at EMS Weekend, I had no idea what to expect. I think I felt as if I was going to do everything possible to sabotage mine and Jenn's success there. But an amazing thing happened: as I listened to you and the other therapists, and the other couples present, my heart began to find a new sense of peace and calmness. I was able to not just observe from the cynical perspective I arrived with, but to really hear, learn, and be changed by what was being taught. I saw the hurt and devastation not only in the betrayed spouses, but the unfaithful as well. I saw the genuine love, care, and compassion that all of you had for us, as we sat there in our biggest time of need, in what were the most devastating times of all of our lives. You just wanted to help us realign with ourselves and with our spouse. I came to your weekend secretly hoping to find a way to run from my marriage, the pain, the hurt, the agony, despite the fact that I had committed to myself and to Jenn to stay in the relationship and rebuild. I left the weekend with hope and with the ability to communicate with Jenn about the affair. I realized that in order to truly heal, I was going to have to walk that road; any detours would result in a dead end. I left knowing that it was okay and normal for me to have the feelings I was having, and that the timeline I was operating in was okay and not to be rushed. When I arrived, I was so confused as to why I was still experiencing so much pain. I felt it should have been over within a day or two of disclosure. Man was I naïve. I learned that it was okay to grieve and that I actually needed to. I left knowing that I wasn't crazy. I left knowing that we finally had a chance - that we could be even better than where we were before the affair. Your weekend saved my marriage and my future with my wife. You see, Rick, I truly believe that Jenn and I are meant to be together. It's not the way I would choose to see our marriage grow stronger, but it's working nonetheless. For the first time since D-Day, I feel like we finally have compassion for each other in ways that would have never been if we didn't sacrifice and attend your weekend. I don't know how to say or put into words how I feel, so I'm just going to write it and hopefully you'll understand. If I had a choice to continue to live my life with Jenn the way we were prior to the affair, or to have to go through what we have been through and are going to go through to get what I am getting from God, my wife, and my life after the affair, then I choose the post-affair life and living that pain in order to get to the other side, every time, without fail, no exceptions. Experiencing life the way I do now, to know my wife the way I do now, to be known the way Jenn knows me now, to be able to be there to help my wife realize and see the woman I see inside of her, to have her at my side helping me realize the man I want to be, to see her amazing strength, courage and character, to see her grow in recovery daily—yep, I'll take that any day over what we had before. I wish there was no need for EMS Weekends. I wish this world and the people in it didn't wreak the havoc, hurt, and devastation they do on one another, but the reality is that people like you and your staff are needed. I hope that I never have to recommend anyone to you, but statistics and life say I probably will. Should that occasion ever arise, I can share with you with absolute confidence that I would recommend you and your program at the highest level. You saved my marriage, but more than that, you saved my life. Miracles can and do happen. Will* and his wife are a prime example. If your marriage is in crisis and you can't see a way out, please take action by coming to an EMS Weekend or registering for EMS Online. Click here to learn more: https://www.affairrecovery.com/product/ems-online *names have been changed Cover more ground faster with the life-changing experience of EMS Weekend for couples. This isn't another light-and-fluffy program that only scratches the surface of your pain. The EMS Weekend Experience is a safe space for you and your partner to start putting the pieces of your life back together, transform your trauma and begin healing from infidelity. Skeptical about the effectiveness of this experience? Don't be! Backed by a slew of previous participant testimonials, EMS Weekend delivers results month after month for countless couples. During EMS Weekend, we won't shame the unfaithful spouse nor blame the betrayed spouse. What we will do is pair you with a small community of other couples and an expert therapist - all of whom have experienced infidelity firsthand - as well as provide comprehensive resources to help you kick-start your healing journey. Sign Up Now! Sections: NewsletterFounder's LaptopFree ResourcesHot Off the PressRL_Category: Find HopeStrengthening MarriageRL_Media Type: TextAA Codes: HurtFemaleMaleSuspicious Sally / Jealous Jim